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27th aug, 09. 1320hour

Sometimes I was thinking am I too serious as far as a relationship is concerned??!!

Well, basically I’m kind of person who loved to meet new friend. So long I’ve found that we can tune into same channel, I’ll cherish him/her as my close friends! I like to share everything in my life with and ofcuz I hope to share his/her in the other way round.

Somehow, things are not as simple as I think. Life is just complicated, so do the relationship between 2 parties. Sometimes, I expected he or she will treat me just the way I treat him/her. However, reality is just far different as what I expected. Well, such a foolish thoughts!! In fact, every one of us is just unique creature in the reality. We should have our own way in handling our daily life.

Again, I ask myself “Am I see thing as simple as I think??” The world is kept on changing so do our way of thinking. Just imagine when a friend told you something and it seems like a promise of something. Then, you take it seriously. However, it ended up the so called “promise” was just nothing at all. How do you feel??

Basically, I won’t do that. Whatever I talked, I will just do it. This is my philosophy that “we walk what we talked”!! Back then, I hope people will treat me with the same way. Once, I discovered it ended up with “zero-action”, the feeling is really cannot be described in black and white.

The more I take it, the more I get hurt. However, I was just stubborn enough, never learned from mistake. Every times I get hurt, I told myself not to get involved such incidents again. But, when I meet new friends that same channel again, I just can’t control myself and just follow my own feeling. End up??

I think I just expected too much and maybe is time for me to change my own perspective.