31st july, 09. 0558hour
de moment i write this, i am happy, yes extremely happy to have something back into my miserable life which last a week....
after the incident 24th july, i've learned and grown into another extent. I realize everyone in this world is jz unique. though i know this yrs ago, but now i do realized this "fact" in "further extent".
The friendship built with him is not tat easy, i understand that myself just cant really let go of it. but, after the stupid message out, i just have no courage to pick up the phone to call him. Though i told myself to call him, when the moment i feel like really want to make the call, i just have no courage to do so.
Well, this really sound stupid....The incident lead me into miserable life. the funniest and biggest of the year - dig a big deep hole for myself!!!!
Until yesterday, i smsED him and try to "rescue" the relationship. I've been waiting for his reply for hours. I started to worry "Does he really angry at me?" Well, every minutes seem "flies slow". Then again, i started to check my phone if it accidently turned off, out of coverage....and whenever sms or come in, i just wish is from him.
A fren told me, he might just too busy to reply me and I was just too imaginative. Ya, i think so. Too imaginative, what a perfect words to describe me.
Finally, received a sms from him and the cloud above my bighead seem cleared. I was just happy....erm i rather say excited!!! We have arranged a lunch later at 1pm, i was too eager and cant wait for the lunch as i believed i will have a wonderful moment then.
"Again, bro, I want to say sorry for my harsh message. I love u, bro!!" Wel, it sound so gayish rite? i think so...haha...but i can tell is all beyond.....
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