A Question with Difficult Answer!!!

29th oct,09. 0104hour

Couple days ago, a fren of mine called me, and asking me a question "Do u miss me??"

Answer was given...."erm...a little..I think"

Well, basically I don't really know how can such a stupid answer was actually came out from my stupid mouth....Maybe I was stoned by the time the question posted to me. Well, this is the best reason I gave myself for that stupid answer.

After the end of the call, I was actually thinking back to the question. In fact, I was not stoned by that time but that was what really true deep inside my heart.

We used to be closed to each other, and if same question is posted to me couple months ago, I think the answer will be totally different. It can be something sound like "Yes, I do missed u" or even "Well, I'm not only missed you, but love you." Erm, I think I was just too passionate months ago...

Times flies, thing changes, I always believed that you won't have any spare times when you are busy. It was proven, other than my job, REST will be my ultimate LUXURY ENJOYMENT!!!

I don't want to day dream anything, in fact I dare not to think about those so call brotherly relationship. When you see thing inside-out, you won't see thing clear. In other way round, everything seem visible when you are actually see thing outside-in!!

Well, basically I'm just simple human being. You are always looking for something in return as far as INVESTMENT is concerned. Else, why do you invest??!!!

But, can we invest in friendship????? I always believed YES!! Well, something just will remain status qua sometimes no matter how hard you try to change it. Naturally??? Erm, I don't think so. All depend on us, and I always believed we can make this different..at least I made it.

Be frank, I hate to have such a feeling of being-spare-tyre......but just too bad I always BE!!!